Your Letter

I saw the little package lying on the floor, its not possible u forgot it because u re always meticulous when it come to things like this. Tryna surprise me? Nah I don't think so....u know I don't do well with surprises, so I figured it was something that you must've left......... Left there for me to find. Without hesitation I tore open the brown envelope that will change my life....our lifes forever.......

All your words were on that page

All my dreams came true that day

I found your letter;.It said you loved me

But you didn't know the words to say

It said you never knew that you could ever feel this way

It said you only wish someday that I would feel the same.

Wait..... is that why she's being so distant lately.......fear of rejection I presume; I've to call her now; tell her I feel the same. My heart won't stop pounding.....oh Lord this is heaven!!!!

I guess it just never occurred to me

That you would feel the way I did

You kept the sweetest secret from my heart

You kept those feelings in

Though you never showed a sign

Give a clue to what I'd find Inside.

I was so happy that I almost cried

To think that you would think of me that way

It's like you took my sweetest dream

And made that dream come true

I would be with you Always...

But then I saw a name I didn't recognize

I felt the tears come to my eyes

Seeing that the love that you've been longing for Was another love, not mine

No, you never showed a sign

But it was right there in the lines

Inside Your letter.

It said you loved him

But you didn't know the words to say

It said you never knew that you could ever feel this way

It said you only wish someday that he would feel the same

I can't believe I played the fool again *sighs*...four years gone down the drain, how I wish things would have happened differently....I have always wondered where the good in goodbye was......

Love's Coming

I don't usually write mushy mushy stuff, but after doing a 10hrs shift with nothing but stressful monotonuos repetion of instructions to dumb customers, my brain won't shut down and I need this sleep the way a junkie needs a fix.....so imma play a mind game on me...yels myself...so I am going to conjure a mushy poem and hope it tricks the two buggers 'Head & Mind'....I ve got a .....never mind I will just go ahead and spill...I pray it soothes ur aching heart or not.

She had looked for his coming as warriors come,

With the clash of arms and the bugle's call;

But he came instead with a stealthy

tread Which she did not hear at all.

She had thought how his armor would blaze in the sun,

As he rode like a Prince to claim his bride;

In the sweet, dim light of the falling

night She found him at her side.

She had dreamed how the gaze of his strange, bold eye

Would wake her heart to a sudden glow;

She found in his face the familiar

grace Of a friend she used to know.

She had dreamed how his coming

would stir her soul,

As the ocean is stirred by the wild

storm's strife; He brought her the balm of a

heavenly calm, And a peace which crowned her life.

Nw I go thru this write up and ask myself....this is so....dunno?

 Did I just drop my fone? Finally its here...Cmmon come take me away...ciao

See ya in dreamland :(

Whatever you do....I still remain a figment of ur imagination.