There is Nothing Special About Me !!!

So here I am seated on the passenger’s side of the car taking my regular three hours trip from point A to point B, this has been an a an habit since I started my new job. Did I mention I had to fight in order to ride shot gun!!!!  (Ye Shall Not Judge). After hours of delay, watching vehicle after vehicle get stuffed with passengers…………..I refused but insisted I go with this particular car, so you understand the reason for protecting the seat with my life , ok maybe I lied.

          Into the journey armed with nothing but my earphones and spare battery, yes I am addicted to music like that…………I have heard this particular song playing like a gazillion times but funny enough I just listened to it today……and oh my was it inspiring or what, I could feel the lyrics squeezing my heart and pulling the strings of emotions. Bursting open the gates of some pent up stuff synonymous to the pursuit of happiness, under achievement, fear and uncertainty.  In a nut shell I found my missing fluctuating confidence. It’s a song by Kelis FT Cee Lo, LIL’Star ………………….yeah it’s that song.

          Trust me you got to hear listen again, I will attach a download link at the end of this blog but I will still go ahead and write my own version, that’s the version with revised lyrics of course….

“There is nothing special about me

I am just a little star

If it seems like I'm shining brightly

It's probably a reflection of something you already are

I forget about myself sometime When there's so many other around

When deep inside you feels darkest That is where I can always be found

Just keep trying and trying

It's just a matter of timing

Though the grinding is tiring

Don't let 'em stop you from smiling

Just keep trying and trying

Sooner or later you'll find it

It's surprising how inspiring

It is to see you shining

Cause in the dark of the night

 you're all i can see and

you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me

I am just a lil star

If you try to reach out an touch me

you'll see I'm not really that far

I may not be the brightest nor am I the last one you’ll see

 But as long as you notice, that’s just fine with me

 Everything is just fine with me

There is nothing special about me

I am just a lil star

I’ve been running and jumping, but barely  getting over the bar I plan on being much more than I am but that's in due time

 But until then I'm guilty, and being human is my crime

 Being human that is my crime ……………….”

Now approaching my stop, until then I’ll prolly see you guys next week or the next time I take my regular trip.

PS: I’m too tired to bother about the customary GBAGAUN warning……………I am just a figment of your imagination

Download song here